Rock on Canada!!

Hair....

Fri, 30 May 2008 04:34:55 GMT

Eeek....

Once again, I'm thinking about getting a new hair color. It's been almost 5 months since I dyed it last. Way too long if you ask me. But I don't know...Maybe I like it how it is....But I'm very indecisive and I really don't know what looks good...so I'm open to opinions!!!

I'm thinking either:

A) Back to full blonde

B) Blond bangs with dark red/brown hair

C) All over red

D) All over brown

E) All over brown with highlights

F) All over blond with red streaks/chunks

G) Your input......

Fri, 23 May 2008 06:00:24 GMT

So to copy Amanda's triumphant return to LJ, I'm going to post a little diddy (though it won't be much of a return or very triumphant for that matter).

I don't even know where to start.

Throughout all the ups and downs of my freshman year at the U, my life took a couple of unexpected turns. During for the moment, they were for the worst, but it turns out, everything happens for a reason. The most amuzing part of college however, was when I thought that all the drama I had in High School would just go away.... Needless to say, it didn't. There were many a nights talking friends out of doing things and helping them through their eating disorders, along with "group talks" about "feelings" and "misunderstandings". I guess that's what you get when you have 10 strangers get together...and live in very close quarters for a year, sometimes under high stress situations (do I smell a sick com?). Anywho...dispite the pity arguments among them and the problems (me not playing a role in either except for being the mediator and listener), we became very close and I truly do believe that these friends I made will last a life time. It's quite a wonderful concept you know. And my roommate was pretty much the shit. She was crazy and we got along so well. I really regret not taping her and putting her on Youtube...because she would probably be the most watched person on there...never a dull moment in our room when she was there. Though we're not living together next year, she'll be living in the same Res Hall as me (only a floor below), so if I get too bored, I'll just pop down and say "Hi".

Classes were decent. Some I loved (Environmental Issues and Solutions, Intro to Mass Communications, Origin of Civilizations) and others I hated (Spanish). But my professors were amazing and I got to know a couple of them personally. It's rather cool that even though in a class of 180, the professor knows you by name. I did well in my classes, B's and a C first semester, and then A's and a C (fucking spanish) second, leaving me with over a 3.0 gpa!!! This means I get to go into the School of Journalism and Mass Communications where my major of Public Relations is based out of!!! Horray for me one step closer to my future =P. I have yet to decide on a minor however. Originally it was going to be Spanish, but it's not looking that way any more (I rather much dislike it now). I'm tossing around the idea of English or Environmental Sciences.

I got involved a little bit with becoming an Admissions Ambassador (I gave tours), so if anyone is intrested in touring the campus...you know who to call. Second semester I also had a job. It was interesting. I was a Student Library Assistant and pretty much mine (and about 8 others)'s job was to pull 70,000 books and move them to carts in the library basement. This was done in order to make room for new books. One day we took a field trip to see where all our books we pulled were going. In this underground tavern, I saw over 1.3 million books. It was rather intense and quite impressive (even though I'm not much of a book lover).

Weekends remained uneventful (even though I lived in Minneapolis and was about a 15 minute bus ride from down town). A couple amazing trips included watching Sweeney Todd and Cabaret on stage. Cabaret is now my new favorite broadway. It was the most amazing production I've seen. (Granted I've only seen that, Sweeney, Rent and Chicago) But next fall is going to be amazing!!!! Wicked, Grease, Fiddler, Spring Awakening, Chours Line, Phantom, ect are all coming to the Cities!!!! Along with the theatre scene I saw some amazing music concerts (EELS!!!!!, Big D and the Kids Table, the Buffli, Ludo, Cartel...). Went to the clubs a couple of times. Rather fun. Many trips to the Mall of America. Went to the Como Zoo once (never made it to the Minnesota Zoo...next year). Most of the time we just chilled on campus, ordering pizza at 2 in the morning (yay MESA!!).

So far my summer is going amazingly well. I'm working a lot, so if you have free time, stop into the DQ to say Hi. More than likely I'll be there. Spent time with Kenz today....I missed that girl so much! Now we have the whole summer today!!! I get to work with my main squeeze Sarah over the summer and am way excited for that. I'll get to see Jacob over the weekends which is nice. And then Joshua whenever I have time! Nothing big happening in the future this summer. Wisdom teeth are coming out in June. Less than Jake, Goldfinger, Big D and the Kids Table and Suberban Legends concert along with my birthday in July. Bjoren is coming in August and staying until October!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really looking forward to his visit (probably more than I should, but oh well).

Uhh....yeap...I thought this was going to be short, but considering I probably just summed up this whole past year, it's short. But I work a 9 hour day tomorrow...or should I say today. Yay 10-7 shifts. I work with awesome people so it should be a fun time.

I guess I'll talk to you guys later and have an amazing summer!!!

Tue, 20 May 2008 05:50:33 GMT

Oh goodness.....LJ.....It's been so long.....

Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:30:07 GMT

Sigh...a week...

What should I do for my birthday? Anyone have any ideas?

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:20:30 GMT

Wow....work tonight....amazing! I heart DQ...and I heart random guys giving me their number (and by guys I mean one and it really was random and weird....cause yea...I don't know). But I'm totally never going to call him...its just...one of those things ya know...Michelle and Becca and Erin pretty much rock to work with as well. Yeap, three more days of working 7 hour close shifts...then the weekend....gotta love being out of school and working the whole time. I'm so hopped up on soda right now its not even funny.....kinda wanted to go on a walk but couldn't really go with anyone due to the fact that it is/was 11 at night. *sigh* damn non insomniacs. Okay I'm going to stop talking...

Tue, 08 Aug 2006 05:08:13 GMT

I'm so confused right now. I'm so indecisive. I rather dislike it. Damn my mind. On the up note I'm doing my informative (I know its early) on Voodoo. So I got a book on it and started reading it. Rather interesting stuff. Okay....bye

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 14:23:44 GMT

AHHHHHHHhh....so pissed....OMG....So I heart CAKE, a lot and like I was gonna go to like their concert type dillio but I wasn't sure if I could. Then my mom said I could and all if my bro or Chuck went with me and Chuck was gonna go but now I'm almost positive that its a 21+.....God I'm so pissed.....

Okay, done with that rant. Other than that nothing really has been happening in my life. And by nothing really I mean nothing at all. We got another forign exchange student. Lucy, from Germany. I'm gonna have a bon fire/movie night soon so if ya'll wanna come just look for future updates I guess cause I'm a loser and have like none of your phone numbers, plus I hate talking on the phone. We've been getting more people playing tennis with us recently. Rather humorus. So.....everyone's summer been going good? Only like a few more weeks till skool...so excited....then I'm done..woot senior year!!!

Goodness...soy un perdedor....I'm gonna go. I get to go to Ames for the weekend to move my sis in. Joy in every second. Okay, I'm out...later

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 23:12:25 GMT

You Are 56% Cynical

Yes, you are cynical, but more than anything, you're a realist.
You see what's screwed up in the world, but you also take time to remember what's right.

How Cynical Are You?

Mon, 15 May 2006 14:43:10 GMT

Holy crap, I'm so bored right now. I'm just randomly looking at web sites and shiz. I really should do my math homework cause I haven't been in class for two days now. Still have to do my quiz and I have no idea what we're talking about in that class. Yea, pretty much screwed. Let's see what else. Prom was rather fun. Watched the end of Tristen and Isolde. One of the better moveis I've watched in my day. I'm rather fond of it. Cities on Sunday, nothing terribly spectacular. Now I'm in study hall, en la biblioteca...bored out of my mind. Puttin on the Ritz is in my head...or Put cheese on those Ritz..Yeap I'm a loser, what of it. I have to work all week, it sucks...but it gives me money. I need to go clothes shopping sometime, who wants to come? Teehee. Making a hair appointment. Per told me just to do it and who cares what my mom says. I'm not that much of a rebel. I need more of that in my life. Yea...I'm gonna go and continue my nothingness.

Blog things

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 05:34:45 GMT

You Are 32% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

haha...the most dangerous kind of evil...sweet

Your Musical Tastes Match: Nicole Kidman

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

that's pretty cool...she is one of my favorite actresses

You Are 60% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I guess that's pretty true with me...

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

What amuzes me about this is the experiance level part...

sorry its late

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 02:30:26 GMT

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do/have you ever had/have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 05:16:38 GMT

So yea, don't really know why I'm writing. Guess I'm just bored. *sigh* So excited about tomorrow. Yea, it'll be fun, can't wait really. It better not fucking snow though. If it does I'll be pissed. Okay it can snow just as long as we still get to go up to state on thursday. My final offer. Hear that Mr. Bell? *shakes fist*...wow I'm going to hell.

Anyhoe, yea, nothing else really to say. So I'll proably go then...yea...

“I remember that one fateful day when Coach took me aside. I knew what was coming. "You don't have to tell me," I said. "I'm off the team, aren't I?" "Well," said Coach, "you never were really ON the team. You made that uniform you're wearing out of rags and towels, and your helmet is a toy space helmet. You show up at practice and then either steal the ball and make us chase you to get it back, or you try to tackle people at inappropriate times." It was all true what he was saying. And yet, I thought something is brewing inside the head of this Coach. He sees something in me, some kind of raw talent that he can mold. But that's when I felt the handcuffs go on.”
dmg Jack Handy quotes

I love Jack Handy, so humorous.

Quote

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 05:44:50 GMT

Sorry, I didn't want to forget this quote...

“The night is bright, with a starlit sky, I sit and think, as time passes by. Oh starry night, with a moonlit sky, take me away, and tell me why. Give me a reason, for love's end, give me a reason, for why I lost a friend. I sit and think, all night l”

Dance Team

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 04:52:11 GMT

So here are the rest of the results for the other sections (we're compeating against them at state (the single A teams))

> Section 4A
> High Kick
> Aitkin
> Melrose
> Duluth Marshall
>
> Jazz Funk
> Holy Family
> Duluth Marshall
> Aitkin
>
> Section 2AA
> High Kick
> Benilde St. Margaret
> Academy of Holy Angels
> Hutchinson
>
> Jazz Funk
> Benilde St. Margaret
> Orono
> Academy of Holy Angels
>
> Section 3AA
> High Kick
> St. Cloud Cathedral
> Sartell
> St. Cloud Apollo
>
> Jazz Funk
> St. Cloud Cathedral
> Sartell
> Sauk Rapids-Rice
>
> Section 2AAA
> High Kick
> Wayzata
> Chaska
> Eden Prairie
>
> Jazz Funk
> Wayzata
> Maple Grove
> Eden Prairie (double tie breaker used to beat out Hopkins)
>
> Section 3AAA
> High Kick
> St. Cloud Tech
> Brainerd
> Blaine
>
> Jazz Funk
> St. Cloud Tech
> Blaine
> Coon Rapids=20

> 1A
> High Kick
> Cannon Falls
> Lake City
> Plainview
> Wabasha Kellogg
>
> Jazz Funk
> Cannon Falls
> Wabasha Kellogg
> Winona Cotter
>
> 2A
> High Kick
> Montevideo
> New Ulm Cathedral
> YME
>
> Jazz Funk
> BOLD
> GFW
> YME
>
> 3A
> High Kick
> Bagley
> Pequot Lakes
>
> Jazz Funk
> Pequot Lakes
> Bagley
> Pelican Rapids
>
> 1AA
> High Kick
> Faribault
> Austin
> Northfield
>
> Jazz Funk
> Faribault
> Simley
> South St. Paul
>
> 4AA
> High Kick
> Totino Grace
> Spring Lake Park
> Duluth East
>
> Jazz Funk
> Spring Lake Park
> Totino Grace
> Duluth East
>
> 1AAA
> High Kick
> Moundsview
> Centennial
> Henry Sibley
>
> Jazz Funk
> Moundsview
> Centennial
> Irondale
>
> 4AAA
> High Kick
> Eastview
> Burnsville
> Apple Valley
>
> Jazz Funk
> Eastview
> Rosemount
> Burnsville

F***

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 06:28:58 GMT

So I wrote this long entry and decided that I doubt people would want to read the whole thing but to sum it up it talks about dance team, emotions sucking, confusion and my rants that I often do when I'm tired and at night. Have fun!!

I don't know anymore. I'm just kind of blah right now. I really should go to bed but I can't bring myself to do so. My mind has once again become a jumbled mess. *sigh* what to do what to do.

Sections went awesome. 2nd in Jazz, 4th in Kick. Not really dissapointed at all. I'm just glad that we're going to State in both (Jazz next friday and Kick that saturday). P.S. they're looking into a pep fest for us so if you do have one, please everyone cheer because it just sucks and brings us down when we dance and people just sit there and stare at us. Yea, no good. But the crowd today was awesome. Thanks to everyone that came...and to people who have watched us at games too. It helps.

Yeap, going back into my dateless loser/hopless romanitc mood again. I extremly dislike it. Like tonight...yea...not gonnna get into it because I think the only reason why I'm thinking about this is because its night time and I'm really tired. So, not my true feelings kind of thing. *sigh*

So like right now I'm randomly talking to Andrew Prom. Haven't seen or talked to the kid in like a year or two. Weird, I know.

So tired but can't go to bed. I work tomorrow at 3. Poo. I have homework too to do. Maybe I'll do it Monday after school seeing that we don't have practice. I'm kind of bittersweet about that. It's a nice break but if we want to go to finals we should be practicing all we can but we don't want to get over worked.

Holy crap I need to stop writing about dance team. Sorry.

Josh burned me two Motion City CDs. I like them. I need to like clear my whole list from my MP3 player and put new ones on. Whenever I find time kind of thing. Probably after dance team season. Wow that's like in two weeks. Weird to think about that. AHHHH again with the dance team. I have no life outside of it. I need a new life. Anyone have any ideas?

Oh...kind of reminded me...If you guys could explain me in one word, what would it be?

Completly random and pointless but fun to see what people put.

This is rather long and doesn't have a point to it.

Ahhh...stupid emotions. How I hate them ever so. I think I'm more confused than anything really. Confused about mulitple things. Hard to put them into words. Don't think people will understand but I can't really say they don't because they might but not that I know of sort of thing. Wow, see this is what happens to me at night. I randomly rant on and on not knowing what I'm saying. Yea, once again surprised if anyone reads this. I think the main reason on why I write on here is to get it out of my mind. It somewhat helps but then sometimes I just confuse myself even more and confuse others around me. who ever thought up the emotion of confusion should be shot. One of my least favorite emotions.

Well, I'm gonna go and do nothing. Maybe watch a movie in my room and fall asleep. Yea, Don't have the attntion span to read nor homework. Yea...I'm off

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 06:03:17 GMT

So yea...I don't know. Once again my mood has been amuck...It's odd. I get really happy then sad then bored then tired...I don't know. I think I'm getting exhausted again. It's crazy, next week I don't work at all. Yea, odd. My paycheck is going to suck though. Oh well. I don't know. I'm really bored, its like midnight, and I don't want to do my homework. *sigh* and it's only going to be thursday tomorrow. Is it bad that I can't wait until dance team is over. I love to dance and everything but just people are getting on my nerves and I don't have any motivation anymore. I really didn't want to practice today nor do I want to tomorrow but I know it has to be done and I know I have to give it my all because this is like a crucial time. But I'm excited about next weekend. Dance team state friday and saturday and then I get to stay up at the U on sunday and monday to hang out with my sis, perry and josh. It'll be fun. I can't wait. I get to leave this town for a whole weekend (nothing against any of you, I just need to get away). Hmmm...let us see, what else...Oh before and after work I practiced my solo in my car. Yea I think it sounds pretty good but then again what I hear and what other people hear is different so I'm really tempted to find someone and have them listen to me and tell me how I'm doing kind of thing, and this will also help me improve on my ability to seriously sing in front of other people besides Ms. B. Yea..any takers? Prob not, it'll hurt your ears too much...but yea...I don't know, it might help...Kind of on the same note I play piano in jazz band. Haha yea, haven't taken a lesson in like 3 years and forgot a lot of the bass cleft notes. Yea, it's rather humorus. I should probably practice. *sigh* Once again no motivation. what can I do to help that? Yea...I'm in an indecisive mood right now. More than usual. I'm tired so this might be long and pointless and jump abruptly from one subject to the next. Well my mood/attitude towards my hopeless romanticism is keeping up. I decided that I really don't like anyone in that way in Wab right now and I'm fine with that and I don't need one kind of thing. Yea, I told myself to stop thinking about it and it worked. I'm rather proud of myself acctually. I never listen to myself. Yea...pretty sure you all didn't need to know that and I prob shouldn't of told you...but I did and I don't really care at this point and time. I doubt that you have even read this far. Maybe skimed but I don't know. So yes, I should prob stop typing...the whole little read more dillio is another survey shin dig...Like I said I was really bored. Night...

*Emotions*
+ Basics +
Are you emotional ::	yeap
Do songs make you cry? If so, name a few ::	It really depends if I'm in the mood...Can't think of which ones right now
What about movies ::	All the time
What emotion do you usually feel ::	recently sad yet happy
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out ::	my dog dying...and losing a friend or about to lose one...and my parents telling me i have to quit dance
How many times have you done that ::	well, at least once for each situation up there
Where do you cry ::	In my room
Do you hate crying ::	oh yea
Do you like it when others cry ::	i dont mind it but i dont try to make others cry
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty ::	yea
Who looks good when they cry ::	not sure
How else do you express sadness ::	throgh writings
Are you sad all the time ::	not all the time
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad ::	I dont' know...people not listening when they need to be
What do you do when you're angry ::	start twiching and stutter
How short is your temper ::	its acctually rather long....i dont have a short tmeper
How long does it take you to calm down ::	like half hour or so
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad ::	swore at my mom
Do you freak out when others are angry ::	sometimes
Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you ::	nope
What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad ::	I don't know
Do you anger people ::	possibly...they don't tell me if i do
+ Joy +
How often are you happy ::	Rather often
What makes you happy ::	dance and singing and my friends and hanging out with them
What do you do when you're happy ::	sing and dance and am really hyper
How optimistic are you ::	I'm becoming less and less optimistic by the day
Do happy people make you mad ::	not really
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy ::	i dont know
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone ::	yeap
Ever been so happy you cried ::	yeap
Do you smile a lot ::	a fair amount
Kiss people a lot::	nope
Who really makes you happy ::	my friends
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy ::	sure
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared ::	become paranoid
What scares you ::	a lot of stupid little things...like movies...scary movies
Do you like scaring people ::	no
Do you like the trill of being frightened ::	not at all
Does fear accompany anger in your case ::	not really
Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe ::	nope
How often do you panic ::	not often
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER ::	i dont know
What do you do to calm your nerves ::	talk to myself
Do rollercoasters scare you ::	nope
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going ::	anything by Finch
Movie ::	Moulin Rouge
Commericial ::	uhh...what?
Person ::	Josh
Thing ::	a spork
Sight ::	stars
Sound ::	a guy that can sing good
Food ::	ice cream
Thing you're looking forward to/want ::	not sure
+ What do you do +
When the emotion suck ::	write
When the emotion rocks ::	tell everyone
When there's no emotion ::	feel nothing
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again ::	no
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life ::	anger
Be happy forever and never experience bad times ::	be happy forever
Cause misery ::	no
Feel misery ::	sure
Be alone ::	no
Be with everyone you know ::	yea
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else ::	uhh....that's a hard one, it really is...I honestly don't know
Angers you more than anyone else ::	Kala (not really angers but frusterates me at times)
Scares you more than anyone else ::	any of my friends that hurt themselves
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else ::	stupid boys...grr...
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think ::	Kenz
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V-Day

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 06:01:08 GMT

So yea, I forgot...I'm on NHS and I'm selling those kisses and balloons and flowers and stuff so if you would like to purchase and send them, you should get them from me...just tell me and I'll give you a sheet...thanks

Like everyone else....auditions...

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 05:21:23 GMT

So like it says...I'm going to write a little about auditions today...not a lot, just a little.

Yea, a lot of really good people. People suprised me today. So yea, it will be hard casting I think. For me though, I don't think I did as good as I thought I would. I reminded myself today on why I don't like singing in front of people (I don't put this on here to get complimented or what not, I seriously mean it), it's because I'm not good at it and I go up thinking I'm good and make a horrible fool out of myself. See when I sing in my car or shower or in my room I think I sound good. But then I wonder if I always sound like that and it saddens me cause I thought I was better. Oh well, such is my life. I think I'm good at things but turn out I'm not so I'm left with no talent what so ever. So yea, not surprised if I don't get a main/semi main part. Oh well, always next year I guess. It'll still be fun. I'm excited to start this shin dig.

My mood right now is rather odd. Like I'm a happy depressed person. Is there such a thing? Okay so I doubt that I'm acctually depressed but just sometimes feel like it kind of thing. Like right now, I feel all sad and such but I'm also happy and thinking that I'm content with my life right now. Odd right? So yea, don't know what to do about that. Hopefully it gets better. *sigh* I hate my mind...

Story time

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 23:18:51 GMT

So I went shopping yesterday. Kind of depressing but that's a whole nother story. The one I'm going to tell you right now is going to be clips from:

The melancholy death of oyster boy and other stories by Tim Burton

yea i said it, tim burton wrote this. Keep that in mind while reading, it explains a lot...

James
~Unwisely, Santa offered a teddy bear to James, unaware that he had been mauled by a grizzly earlier that year.

Voodoo Girl
~Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all swen apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.

She has a beautiful set
of hypno-disk eyes,
the ones that she uses
to hypnotize guys.

She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance
she even has a zombie
who was originally from france

But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she can not win
For if someone gets
too colse to her,

the pins stick farther in.

The Boy with nails in his eyes
~ The boy with nails in his eyes
put up his aluminum tree
it looked pretty strange
because he couldn't really see

So yea, just a few, but i love this book. I suggest if you found these humorus you should purchase this book, it's pretty awesome...

Silly Dane Cook...I'm pretty sure I know what he's talking about too, is that sad?

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 20:00:25 GMT

Your LJ Friends! (Dane Cook Style!) by moon_huntress
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Had Chist-chex for Breakfast	light_of_wolf
Hit you doing 80 at a Legal Red Light	kyle_the_girl
Uses a round of applause to tell how they feel	nekros_manetia
Punches you in the face at the DMV	mr_crisco
Uses Acidy spit all the time	manorexik
Works at the BK Lounge	bleeding_tic
And the Pickles!!!	anglemoon
Was in their kitchen when they heard it	evilmidgetclown
Is a pro at flipping people off	scamster
Sleep Punches you	tebbra
The bald eagle that took the bacon...	stetch_the_cat

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I have too much time on my hands....

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 05:28:38 GMT

Jobs for your LJ Friends by brianwarnersgrl
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this person will be the future president in 2026:	nekros_manetia
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~So today I went home half way during 2nd hour (the only reason why i came to school in the first place was so I could practice my solo). Anywho, I came home and slept for like 4 hours, got up ate, then went back to bed for another 3 or so hours. Man, that felt so good. I needed all that sleep. I'm feeling better too so that's a plus...but yea...I like sleep, and it was quiet at my house too because no one was around...yea I was fond of today...

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 05:45:58 GMT

So this last week has been interesting. I don't really know how to explain the way I've been feeling and what I've been thinking. Like on Monday, I was really happy. For some reason when I got up I was like I'm in a good mood. On tuesday and today I was like...blah...for a lack of better word. Kind of numb. I wasn't happy nor sad. I was just, there. Like I used to be able to write in my journal I carry around, I can't even do that. I don't know what to think/what I am thinking. I'm pretty sure I'm just an empty shell of a person. No inner thoughts, no feelings, nothing. I'm just there taking up space. I'm also pretty sure that Mr....shucmahalsjdrlfe (my math teacher and I have no clue how to spell his name) hates me becuase I fall asleep in his class like everyday and its really noticable becuase there is only 7 of us. I try not to, I try to listen, I can even go into his class hyper and awake and within 15 min be dozing off. I hate it! *sigh* I don't know what to do anymore. (sorry this is random and is kind of jumping around subjects a bit). Another thing that angers me about myself is that I see my friends hurting, they tell me their problems and there is nothing I can do. I understand and all because like half of them I've been there before, but I can't even give any advice to help. I feel really apathetic sometimes. Like I keep saying...if you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you...all of you...I'll listen, even if it looks like I won't or I'm not, I really am and would. Yea...*sigh*...Usually my mind is a big old scibbly mess kind of thing and I can't think striaght, but now it just feels empty. Maybe its filled to the brim and so full I can't put anymore thoughts into it and it just shut down. I don't know. I don't know how to fix it. I want to fix it, but how. Maybe I just need to dance or sing or something to clear my mind...I need to get away. I should visit my sister, but when? Sections is next week and State in two weeks. Maybe I can stay there Sunday and Monday too. That would be nice....*sigh*...I'm really sorry if you're reading this. It's pointless and maybe confusing. Just my little insignificant problem I guess. I'll get over it sooner or later so why worry. That reminds me of a All American Reject song...why worry, i wonder all the time why worry.....sorry, really random. That's another thing, I can't find a song that suits me right now so I've been very A.D.D with my music...That saddens me too.....I kind of want to watch a movie...but not now, sometime soon though....but I don't want to watch it by myself....maybe my parents will let me have a movie night on friday or saturday...i doubt it will happen but I could ask them right? I'll have to tell you all of course if I have one, but if you don't here me bring it up again, it won't happen so don't feel bad....just another one of my random thoughts....so musical is coming up. Auditions are monday....i wish i could sing...and act for that matter...that way i would get a semi lead role...that'll prob never happen but oh well....i'll do my best i guess...Hmmm...I should go, I'm babbleing...night

Question, please answer to the best of your ability....

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 05:05:33 GMT

So I have a question for you all.

Have I been acting weird or different lately?

I'm just wondering that because a couple of people have told me that this weekend. I don't think I have been but I'm oblivious to a lot of things. So yea, if you could answer this, that'd be awesome. You don't have to say who you are or anything, and I won't get mad because I would have no reason to...But yea, I would just like to know if I have and how so...

Thank you...

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 05:23:42 GMT

So today started out not so good. Got to school at like 7:35 and then Ms. B came in and was all like "veronica you gonna still sing the anthem sometime" and I'm like I'm pretty sure no and then she asked if I wanted to do a solo and I'm like why not. So like from 7:45 - 8:10ish I sat in her room and picked out my piece to do. I like it, I find it really pretty. I just hope that I don't suck it up. I'm really nervous because I have never sang by myself in front of a big group of people, and I'm scared. But yea, morning not so good then lunch came and I'm pretty sure P. Didd got salad spilt on her arm and it was really sad and I felt bad because she went through the rest of the day smelling like salad but it brightened up my day and made it happy. Afternoon was better. Dance practice was until like 4:30 and we didn't have to be back until 7:15 so Sarah B and Sarah N and I went to the bowling ally to eat, drove to wisconsin randomly, rocked out to "gettin jiggy wit it" by will smith with the windows rolled down in my mini van. Yea it was fun. I really needed that. We performed, no energy I must say. The crowed just kind of sat and stared at us. I was proud of myself because this was the first performance this year that I didn't make one mistake. Yeap, proud of myself. So now I'm in a increasingly better mood. I've just think that thinking about everything and stuff has helped me and me talking to other people and I know I'm not the only one going through this has helped. So yea....I get to sleep in tomorrow. Rather excited for that. So I'm going to go do more random online quiz things.

Rewind Button

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 05:22:38 GMT

I wish life had a rewind button. I would go back. Change so many things. I hate this. I want to go back. Start all over. Why can't I? Why must things be the way they are? Why do I push people away, make the ones I care about not like me anymore? I just want to back. I hate the crying. I hate the tears. I hate having no one. I hate feeling ever so empty inside. Why am I so fucking oblivious to thing? I'm blind. I don't see anything. I'll get hurt anyways. My adivce to people: never get too close to anyone. Never get attatched, you'll end up hurt. Sorry. Oh and to a certain person (I think you know who you are after you read this), after that talk we had that one night and I said if she never talked to me again but as long as I knew she was happy, I'll be fine. I'm not fine. She's happy and we're not really talking, and it hurts. Why doesn't life have a rewind button?